The career

When i was a child (good times), i wanted to be a garden teacher, but i started to grown up and i wanted to study graphic design, all the people would say ''no! its a bad choice'' so, lately when i was almost out of school i wanted to study pedagogy in Language/ History/ or English at UMCE and as last option but not the worst i wanted to study plastic arts at Universidad de Chile. 
At the time of the inscriptions i put all the study programs but like first choice i put Arts (just in case because i wasnt really sure yet), so i left in the hands of the destiny haha, finally i was selected for special admission, and i was noticed just the day of my birthday!
I have learned many interesting things in my study program and i have very cool friends (i love them very very much).. Before i thought finish the career and then continue with pedagogy in Arts and teach in schools/places with low-income people, but now... I question many aspects about Chilean education and the Academy, and i dont like too much what i study, with everything that's happened in the country this year and the last, its been a long time without good learns :( So, i am thinking about leave my career and study other career, althought im still not very sure, because im very indecisive :(